Here goes nothing. I have felt a longing to test drive blogging. Its nice so far. Feelings to report are frustration. Ive gotten everything Ive wanted thus far and still unsettled. When will I feel that inner peace I crave? I love people watching. Its fun to try and figure out their world, in that process Im leaving my own behind. Id rather immerse myself into a strangers mind, than try to figure out my own. Hmmmm 36 and still unsure of who I am or where I should belong. Well, I know I belong in the role of mommy, nurse, and friend.....who and what else. I need more or less or something. The new class Ive started at Baptist is community nursing. Have you ever felt an "inner pull". When you hear about something, it tugs at your heart, makes you alert, anxious (but in a good way). I felt that in class on friday. The topic was infant mortality in Memphis. We are officially the highest in the nation. Its hard to believe that ignorance continues to run rampet in our environment. You would think that with internet and television, mothers would have access to information. But, continuously we lose babies to SID more so than homicide (murder). I wanna teach, tell, show, inform..... knowledge is power.